What used to be whole,
Became a festering hole.
Sickening thoughts,
Corrupted the mindset
My human soul,
rid of humanity.
Shredded feelings;
hope and sorrow intertwine.
Forge a new kind of disaster:
Obsessive intrusive thoughts,
Persistent depressive state,
Self. destructive addiction.
Sedated. I'll behave.
Force me, to medicate
the darkness within;
These walls won't hold
and demons might escape
in the dreadful, silent,
dead of night,
with darkest mare.
Lost all fate in me,
oblivious to the severity;
Forgiving, what can't be forgotten.
Forgotten, what shan't be forgiven.
Placed in the main role
of this decisively obscure tragedy.
A broken symphony,
my sentimental retreat
from this orchestral empathy.
On my knees
I fall.. for your sympathy
my soul's dystrophy...
I'll beckon this entropy
endure the shatter;
Broken, shape of me.
Pathetically apathetic
until the commencing..
Of this
Syncope strategy.
I care for you so deeply and I wish for you to see me the way that I see you. Built by years of friendship started long ago and since then grown stronger for the years that might come. I look with wonder as you walk on by and I wish you'd glance my way the way that I watch you.
I want you.. Your sweet, soft, tender lips on mine Your silk, smooth, wavy hair through my fingers Your beautiful, sparkling, star-filled eyes staring back at me Your longing, friendly, loving arms wrapped around me, tightly Your subtle, endearing, calming scent in my nearest vicinity Your funny, interesting, fantastic conversations to keep me up all night Your choice of words, clothes, interests to keep me hooked, daily I want all that you are, were and may be for with you, I'm the best version of me. I don't quite understand, comprehend and am unable to fully grasp why or how, but I love you. In the past, now and possibly always.
How I dream of coming home to you, Your beautiful smile, welcoming me. Together, we'll be, on these cold nights. You'd steal my warmth And I your kisses. How I dream of coming home to you, After long days of working hard. Together, when Winter strikes. I'd hold you near, much closer And never let go, again. How I dream of coming home to you, We'll finish work and then cook dinner. Together, throughout the year. You'd have my truest love And I could call you.. mine.
I've fallen deeply in love with a girl that doesn't remember how to love She was broken by someone, she thought she loved and he'd love her too I've lost myself in her beautiful smile eyes filled with wonder reflecting the sky Mesmerized by the tone of her voice so calming so energized I've fallen so deeply in love with a girl that forgot what that's like Emotions forgotten and lost in silent madness he caused to her heart I can lose myself just staring hours on end her beauty, astounding Mesmerized how lovely, she is in my heart forever entranced I've fallen deeper in love with a girl that walled off her heart Inside where she's safe now she tries to keep me from climbing them all Time changed how we both view the world I'm a gentle reminder we're not all the same Mesmerized by her caring, attention her loving embrace I keep falling so deeply in love .. with you.
Thousand little lights starlit everything fades into one. Daybreak a new year begins. Write your new story from the heart true to yourself. I'm eager to read all new pages of you.
Your scent it causes colour in my mind travel down my spine inside my heart inside my lungs deep into my core Causing dreams of future lives thoughts of the seemingly impossible Dreaming this feeling I feel for you you’ll return inside my heart deep within my soul a red line throughout my life I re-found you in my own life followed by the red line connecting the dots within the improbable
When you’re near, next to me, riddles unanswered; questions, close at heart my shadows tend to fall away, like dust in the wind, truth is hiding in corners, we forgot existed, where we came from and where we’ll go.. unknown is the path I take, this second try, unable to answer, the how and why. When I’m close, conjoined hearts, I have questions I can’t answer, falling again my darkness fades to light, like starlit night-sky, time loses meaning, minutes or an hour, in a heartbeat, when we’ll understand and what questions, next, to ask.. unknown are the troubles on your mind, mine as well, unable to answer, the how and why.
Out in the light
(And) into the dark
My love for you's growing
(From) scratch, from the start
I'd never leave you
Never apart
I gave you a promise
(My) soul, and my heart
Hold me tight, (ever) so near
Since the beginning, (right) from the start
I'd never hurt you
Never lied
(Out) in the open
Hidden from sight
Lit by moonlight, (my) brightest star
I'd give you all, I have to give
I'd never break you
Never fight