|I would like to request criticism on this one.|
Help me..They say strength within a person is crafted with the suffering of a lifetime.Help me.. by Blight215
I have never felt normal, never felt accepted, never complete.
I have fought a thousand battles, not by fist and not by aggression, but by truth and by my heart.
Seen a million tears roll down in silence, unseen.
Felt a thousand emotions tear me apart, within.
A strong me, laughing, happy..
I never told, what I remember.
A mask, hiding everything underneath.
The breaking, tearing, corrupt thoughts.
I did smile, but truth be told.. I was not happy at all.
It’s a pity to your heart, I can not give you, all you want.
Although I do care for you, there is no emotion, strong enough, left in me, to fight, a thousand battles, more..
I have died, a year ago.
And kept lingering in the past, which eventually tore me asunder.
I gave up.
I’m sorry, I can’t be whom you, possibly, expect me to be.
And I’m sorry if I hurt you, or said something wrong.
I never really understood the world
Craving"We,Craving by Blight215
for what we cannot grasp,
and then we fight for it,
to protect it,
even if that means
our own demise."
lost betweenOn dark, moonlit nights,lost between by Blight215
Underneath starry skies,
I lie awake, not able to sleep,
For I miss the soothing embrace,
Of a loving, truthworthy, heart.
Between truth and reality,
And hope and wish,
Of an unconscious mind,
Trying to grasp a feeling,
Thought to be lost.
LIving on, at least I tried,
And I wish for that one dream,
I just can't seem to forget.
In bright, sunlit skies,
A heaven, clear or clouded,
Deep down, below,
On dustcovered trajects and roads,
I stumble about,
Not knowing from whence I came,
Or where to go.
Lost between realms of sadness,
This world, I create, is merely my own,
In which an old wish lives on.
“For death begins with life's first breath, And life begins at touch of death”|
I am Blight215, I am not like most people.
I'm quiet and observing yet I can never be silent, for I have Tourette Syndrome.
If you don't have respect for me, and my disability, you can just leave, for I won't show respect for you either.
I like philosophy, arts and science.
I like folkmetal, metalcore, epic score/ film music and cheezy 80's music.
If you want to know something, simply ask me.
Enjoy your time on my page, leave comment, and if you think it's worth watching me, then do so as well!